I hate that I get so sad. That I get caught up in what other people are doing with there lives and that I compare it to what I'm doing. Nothing. I hate it. I feel like people can say all the nice things they want, but the reality is it doesn't mean anything. I hate all the lies I ever believed. And all the lies I know I'm going to believe in the future. I just hate it. Sleep is about the only thing I don't hate right now. So that's where I'll be. Asleep.
Oh, Becca :(
ReplyDeleteYou have no idea how much I relate to this;
you stole the words right out of my goddamn mouth.
I haven't really accomplished anything in the last 3 months or so :( And all I hear is empty words ... it'll get better, it'll be better, things will change.
Sleep will make things better. A new dawn approaches.
I know I don't say it enough, but i do love you and consider you one of my best friends. We'll make it out of this "valley of the shadow of death"
<3 Z